once again havent updated in LYF3!
hahahah wow.


okay ill do another month recap (:

MAY:

>end of school
>drama with my best friend. this was the one time in my life that i regretted everything i did. i almost lost my best friend. i gossiped way too much and that got in the way of our friendship. i seriously thought i was going to lose him as a friend, but thankfully GOD's hand was on the situation and things were fixed. and things are SO SO SO SO SO SO SO much better now.

JUNE:

>SUMM3R!
>started our school's summer production of SEUSSICAL. didnt get the part i wanted, but i had fun with the part i did get and learned more about acting! and all the shows were amazingggg
>went to a 3 days of fashion event at FIDM. amazing.

JULY:

>church camp: BEST TIME OF MY LIFE. i made so many new friends and i had a ton of fun. i also got closer to my best friend listed above ^^^^^ i also for sure grew in my relationship with GOD. i love my youth group. were basically a family (:



now, i have nothing really to look forward to until school! WOO JUNIOR YEAR. its gonna be amazing. i caaaant wait!


btw ive basically gotten over all the drama and gossip in my life. ive wasted enough time caring about what other people think about me, so now im done. i know who i am and im not going to let words get in my way. im right where i want to be. seriously. ive made so many friends this year, and now im so close with all of them. ive found a hobby that i enjoy -- theatre. ive gossiped less, ive grown in my relationship with the Lord. things are seriously going great for me. now that im over all the gossip, im just able to live my life! i hope everyone else is doing wellll !

WOWOWOWOWOW
i havent updated in forever !
hahahahahhaha woooow. im so sorry ): BUT nothing really eventful has happened to me lately !
but ill do my best to fill you guys in

FEBRUARY:

- winterball was so much fun (:
- FRANCE WAS AMAZING !
we also went to london and that was amazing too. i made so many friends because of that trip, i would and will definitely go back in the future. but one thing i dont miss is 1. being sick. 2. not being able to sleep at night (room-mates/time difference) 3. vertigo b/c the metro. WOW NOT COOL. hahaha
but it was so worthwhile and i already miss it ):!

MARCH:
ehhh nothing really THAT eventful.
- spring break? (:
- NEW PUPPPY <333 her name is artemis, nickname missy. (<----- my brothers doing !)

APRIL:
HMMM SO THIS MONTH IS GOING TO BE AMAZING <3
- BIRTHDAY IN 4 DAYS !
- party on fridaay
- jsb/prom on the 26th

AH i cant wait :)




sorry to not update in months ):
ill try updating more often!


ps MY GRADES SUCK. COOOOOOL :/ </3

leaving for europe tomorrow. WOW BEST FEELING RIGHT NOW.
tho it hasnt kicked it, im sure it will ! I CANT WAIT
omg

this week by far was a really bad week. nothing was going good. and i think i cried. like really cried for the first time in a while.
it sucked actually. i felt like no one could relate to me and that no one would ever be there for me. and like my group that i hang out with was being really stupid. like part of me doesnt even want to hang out with them anymore just because of how exclusive the group is. but whatever

one of my friends really helped me through this since i felt like she was actually there for me and she made me feel like i was actually someone. like i wasnt useless

but today is winterball and i cant wait im so excited right now. i cant wait to start getting ready and go !
TODAY WILL BE AMAZING FOR SURE. nothing will get in my way

or not. everyone and everything is against me. :)
i feel like im not good enough for anyone and that everything i do is wrong. i dont know why. i also feel like my friends are slowly slipping away and soon i wont have any. great.

i just someone to show me that that will never happen. i dont know who or what. but i need something right now to help me up.

stop gossping and dont put into peopls lives

clearly almost lost friends, but instead i gained some because of this stupid school drama!
but im glad i learned my lesson

or else i would have never changed!

HAPPY NEW YEAR. WELCOME 2008 :)

FINISHED GURREN LAGANN. I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED !
and by far my fav anime of all time <3 :)


I LOVE IT! now i know why its so popular. ahhh best series ever. im so sad its over ):!

but gah i love each character and the plot is amazing. and funny at the same time.
btw best ending!

wow havent updated in forever! but i just wanted to say merry christmas to everyone (tomorrow)

stay safe everyone :) and i hope you guys get what you want !


ttyl

I MADE MY SCHOOLS SPRING MUSICAL
YYEEEESSS
i got the part of ching ho in thoroughly modern millie
YESYESYES IM SO EXCITED

lalala soooooo i audtitioned for my schools musical! its thouroughly modern millie...and i dont find out if i make it until monday

im soooo nervous! i hope i make it ):<

my mom says she has a feeling i will, so i hope i do!
ill keep you guys posted

lagann pls !
haha i love it
im on ep 7 tho = = i need to find time to watch it D:


but schools back from break today. great. and only 4 more days till december ! YAY im excited
i already am almost done with my christmas shopping 8D BWAHAHAH

happy thanksgiving everyone !



now time for christmas yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss
cant wait to decorate and wrap gifts. yayayayay!!!!!!

i went trick or treating for the first time in a while yesterday
but this week has been so much fun! its spirit week since saturday is our homecoming game.
but ive dressed up each day
my best days were yesterday and today
yesterday i dressed up as a preschooler, since it was -er day at our school. me and five other people had so much fun since we literally looked like little kids. haha
but today was super nintendo day and i dressed up as a hardcore nintendo geek. i had glasses, a sweat band, high socks, yoshi slippers, etc

it was greeeaaat
im sad that its gonna leave!! ):
but it was super fun im gonna miss high school once its over. good thing i still have two years!

im sick. cute right?
nah

omgomgomg yesterday night i went to the field of screams/corn maze. omg scariest thing of my LIFE
OMG
its like this haunted house thing but OMG people kept popping out at you and grabbed your legs and everything else. OMG i was freaked out. and like at the very end we were in this really dark room and the floor was wet and couldnt see anything. me and my friend held on to each other and her aunts boyfriend the whole time. omggggg
i might go again tomorrow but idk if i will. BUT also yesterday i did float building again for homecoming. our theme is superman and our float is going to be amazing. CLEARLY

yadadaa ! im excited. lasjdglkjasdgj YAY
anyways my neck hurts really bad right now. ouchies. ; ;

wow ive found a new addiction to lj?
hm no idea why. hahaha maybe cuz i finally got a new layout? that MUST be it
but this week is gonna be so stressful!
i have like 18259875 tests, but thats okay
and my dads making me mad to add onto it.
im like "mom can you put down cotton balls on our list? you need to get that."
or something. then my dads like "wow ordering your mom around huh?"

im like PLEASE just be quiet. you order me and her around all the time
like do this for me please. do that. UGH it drives me crazy and he thinks of us as like resources for him. not...family.
UGH. and then also my mom was like, trash day!
and my dads like "david, do that please."
UGH I KNEW HE WAS GONNA SAY THAT
aslkgjlkdsjglasdkgj WHATEVER
im over it
or not. D;

hmmm so im working on a new layout and trying somethings P:
tell me how mine looks atm?
hmmm

anywayyysss ive sort of gotten back into gaia. idk why. and im like addicted? oh well haha
well anyways yesterday i went to san francisco with my family that visited and it was pretty fun. we saw all the sights and yea! i went to h&m but didnt buy anything and was gonna go other places but we had to leave ):

but this four day weekend was eventful, thats for sure and im gonna miss it. yuck school. im stressed. alskdgjlkagj UGH

so last night was one of the best nights of my life! it was sadies again and it was so fun! we danced all night (me and my group) and now my legs and arms hurt ):
haha


anyways today...hmm eventful stuff. skjglkajsdgladsgj im too lazy to talk about it tho ): oh well
well lets just say....i felt like the whole world was against me and i had such a bad day. like everything wasnt going as i planned. ugh it sucked (not the go as i plan part, the whole thing)

now to go hang my clothes!

its time to change. change my whole life. i need to start living for God and what I believe in instead of living for me.

todays impacted me in a way. today we had a chapel speaker that was the uncle of rachel scott, the first victim to be killed in the collumbine school shooting.

i never know when i'm going to die and I never know when something might happen to me or my family. so I need to stay strong with the Lord and live for him since I never know whats going to happen.

And I really suggest if you don't have the Lord (no I'm not trying to stuff religion in your faces) but if you're looking for the truth in religion, go read about rachel scott's story. it really is something that has changed the world. I know that it's changed mine.

(: